Wednesday, December 07, 2005

outright frustration

Have not found job yet
sickening
kinda nervous about going for interviews
sooo...
WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME FOR AN INTERVIEW WITH KALMS
arrrggggghhhhh
i want to earn money
Sugar . Honey . Ice . Tea
crapped up

Thursday, November 24, 2005

hi

Exam's finally over
now am bored stiff
can't wait to find a job and start earning some money of my own
:P
don't know what to buy for Cambridge dinner
sickening
how i wish i did not pay that money to go
i mean like
its gonna be very BORING
like ....
what programmes can they organize
so all we're gonna have is that dumb Ms Cambridge thingie
dumb speech by you know who
eat, drink, chat
and sing the school song REAL loudly
then our $65 will be gone
not forgetting the extras used to get a dress and everything
geezz
I am soo STUPID !!!!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

star

Have You Ever Wondered ?
Have you ever wondered what it is to be a star?
To gain fame and fortune and lose your freedom along the way
Or to look down at the thousands sleeping right below you
Have you ever wondered whether the animals are really stupid ?
Or maybe they are being smart by being stupid so as not to lead a life such as ours
Which is then the smarter one ?
Have you wondered what happens when you look at yourself in the mirror ?
Are people seeing you for who you are or are you putting up a facade ?
However ... what is your true self anyway ?
Do you even know it yourself ?
Have you wondered what makes pink pink and what makes blue blue ?
Is it the difference that sets them apart ?
Or is it just the name that they are given ?
What if nobody came up with these names and all were called black
Are they going to be different in your eyes then ?
Have you ever wondered why the sky is blue ?
Or maybe the sky is red but only just that you think that it is blue
Have you ever wondered why humans think in the first place
To make lifes better ?
Or to torment lifes ?
Life is full of quetions that can never be answered
By the way .... what is life anyway ?

Thursday, July 14, 2005

every step i take i take with you

tomorrow is 'O's chinese listening
need all the marks i need as i think i did badly for the written and oral
borrowed panjavi from Deborah
peach with loads of small flowers all over
got to make konyaku jelly today
it was a success (grins proudly)
haha tomorrow the whole of S'pore can hear the listening on the radio
lao shi said tt we must listen to 1 hr of stupid music
what if i fall asleep halfway
which is what i did during the practice today
and it was less then an hour
just gonna like, get plenty of sleep tonight
and drink coffee tomorrow
thats all for now
cheerios peepos
stupidness really kills the day

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Hey Once More Blog

Heyos Once More Bloggo
Longgg time since i touched this blog
getting old and rusty it is
'O's drawing closer and closer
hehe prelims in 8 weeks time
time to get stressed and rush through a whole 3 and a 1/2 yrs of work
getting cranky and having dark rings are a must have
next week's racial harmony day
still can't decide on whether to wear a sari or a punjavi(however u spell it)
maybe i should not even go at all
haha ! but i'm not the type to pon school
well so thats all for now
haveta study for Phy test tmr
Cheerios Peepos

Sunday, April 17, 2005

fever

just had a fever yesterday
slept for the whole day
woke up today feeling soo much better
didn't really do much today too
just lazed around
suffering from a mild case of before-monday blues
where i'd have to go back to school
and do stuffs again sighz
just watched Leopold and Kate
kinda a nice show
never knew that Hugh Jackman( the wolverine guy)
could be handsome and charming
found that i really liked that female lead though( issit meg ryan ??)
i feel that all the shows she has acted in are really nice
one example would be the "City of Angels"
it's really very nice and touching
i recommend it to all of you people reading my blog to watch it
seriously

Sunday, April 10, 2005

new blog

HAHA
I'm Proud of My New Blog Template
its just so black and white
just what i like

Thursday, March 24, 2005

high on sugar

WHOOOTSSS
jux came back frm e math TUI-tion
e math totally rawks lar
especially those topics that require us to draw
SOOO FUN
hehe
i was kinda high during tuition
laughed like a mad kiddo
AHAHAHAHA
was sooo mad
and the 3 PL girls were the fastest in the group of....9 pple
namely myself(#1), Ting Mei(#2)*she's really good in math, A1 leh* and lastly He Jing(#3)
YEAHHHH
PLites jux rawks sooo much
and we revealed the angel and mortal thingie finally during physics lesson
and Mr Low was given a clue that his angel is amongst this four pple
Rachel Lim Si Yun, Priya, Elizabeth and Anne Marie
and he was given 3 chances
in the 3 chances he just had to choose the 3 that are not his angel
it was actually Priya but he did not guess it
and he is suppose to dance for us someday
HAHAHAHA
and my angel was Rachel Lim Si Yun
haha

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

ok

feel kinda like ... ??? ...... urrmmmm ...... clogged up right now ???
its like ..... hmmm ... i feel really angry for some rhyme of reason
and i just can't concentrate on anything
and i feel really like wrecking everything around me
hehe
and for ur information its NOT pms as my menstruation just over
hehe
loads of tests this week
tmr there's like ...... physics and chinese
phiew
and nobody's tagging
hmmmmm
tag pls
hehe
i need to know if anybody is out there
......hehe......
i relly wish i can fall sick or what for this whole week
so that i don't need to go to school
hehe
and this Friday for SJAB
the valentines game is gonna be kinda dreary
hehe
so am not totally looking forward to it
just can't wait to scold them during drill to wake those AP people up
i'm mean
but i like it
hehehehehehehe
i'm going mad

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

school

school's been hectic this few days
with all the extra lessons and st john training
finally finished most of my excess homeworks
hehe feeling more relieved
practically teachers are quite ok
everythings going back to normal
yeah
hmmmmm...........wanted to say
have you ever felt SO ALONE in this world
your heart feels heavy
and u really feel sooo lonely that it is chilling you to your bones
then it just goes away like nothing ever happens
i always get this sorta "alone vibes"
its sorta scary
i just realised that i have been feeling the vibes for such a long time already
geeezz
i'm such a loner
sometimes i wonder if i'm psychotic

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

ok

stupid rain today
got drenched totally
and the darned bus was late
geeeezzzz
trying to finish english now
hehe

yeah

dun really mind me
i'm just wallowing in self pity in a pool of selfish emotions
PMS really sucks